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love ya! -HBL

Currently Listening Don't Cha By Pussy Cat Dolls see related

  hey i made this doll and i tryed to make it look like me but idk if it does or not? lol

Currently Listening Unwell By matchbox twenty Unwell see related

Hey you guys i went to Abby's sat it was fun .. Abby,Aaron,Abby's older sister, and Me played this cup

game and it was so funny .. but yea .. lol  hey people what happen to my comments? no one comments me

anymore! come on you guys where is the love man? lol  welp .. yea .. oh me and Nick are doing fine  i just

wish i could see him more b.c i feel alone sometimes ya know? but anyway i know yall hate to hear  me talk

about that so .. yea.. NO SCHOOL ON 26th OR 27th WHAT WHAT!! yayness ... well i guess im out

love yall peace .-HannaBrooke

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<<-- hey i do love my hair and some people say im ocd but i cant help it i just want

my hair to look pretty and feel soft and for it to be healthy which it is b,c i care about it you know?

and i cant help it .. but like im not all about my hair you know? i care about other things more than i do

my hair like God, Family,Friends,Nick,Music,Poor homeless people, alot more and money is the LAST thing

it really is you can call me crazy idc if i had alot of money i would give it away and keep what i need like for

food,shoes,bills, things to wear.. so yea lol .. i just had to get that out ..

....<<--aww you guys this makes me want to cry and when i look at

this it makes me stop and think about my problems .. yea everyone has problems some worse and bigger

than others .. and every problem does count i mean i think that when people tell some one to get over there

problem its kinda  mean but not you know? what im trying to say is people take in  their problems

in a different way ..EVEN IF ITS A LITTLE PROBLEM ITS STILL THERE AND THEY HAVE TO DEAL

WITH IT .. but you can always talk to God he will help you and THE MAN THAT DIED FOR YOU

FELT MORE PAIN THAN  YOU'LL EVER FEEL.. AND HE COULD HAVE ASKED GOD TO

STOP IT ALL .. BUT HE DIDNT BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU AND HE DID IT FOR YOU AND ME!

AND NO ONE WILL EVER FEEL THAT MUCH PAIN!

Currently Listening With The Lights Out [3CD Box Set + DVD] By Nirvana see related

Hey you guys .. I've had two bad days and I have A LOT of stress idk why!?! .. anyway yesterday I woke up

and I could not find anything to put on! I went crazy and then I found something ..and after that my sister

was telling me to hurry b.c she takes me to school and she's all "I can't be late Hanna hurry up!!!!" I hate when

she does that but anyway I get to school and Nick wasn't in the gym so I was like ok .. then this guy says

"Hanna you cry to much" I said "I'm not crying " he was all "you are in the inside" then I just set back and

didn't talk to him b.c what if I am crying in the inside? he don't know .. so what ...I have had kinda of a bad life

and a lot of people don't know what happened or what its like. but I know other people have problems that

are bigger than mine and some don't but im not saying im the only person with problems you know? but

anyway like I was saying after he said that it made me mad then as I was walking down the hall everyone

was all bam in my space it made me ill then something happened and my thumb got hurt and it really

hurt .. anyway  saw Nick for 2 secs went to homeroom and someone said Nick was Messed up bad like you

could tell and when I saw nick before homeroom I didn't think anything you know? well then I had a test in 

Ms .Colbert's class that I DID NOT STUDY FOR! and I made a 77 on it gah .. just glad I passed.. well I was

mad about the whole Nick thing and I cried b.c he PROMISED he would never do that again .. that he would

never hurt me ..well I've heard that before and w/e I know how that is .. but I cried all day that day and

even when i got home b.c everyone was telling me how messed up Nick was and i didn't know because he

went home in 2nd period so i really didn't get to see him .. but they said he took 6 pills of idk what

and they said  he got in trouble and all this .. all i could do was cry my eyes out .. but 2 hrs after i got home

b.c i could bring myself to talk to him you know? anyway i called 4 times and then waited then called again

his mom picked up and i was like is nick there she said he is asleep .. she said she had to pick him up from

school to take him to the doc i was like what happen she said he was sick BUT! at 6:30 Nick woke up and

called me and told me that he took to much med and didn't mean to .. and yall he really didn't mean to .. but

he was acting crazy yesterday and he passed out  a lot and his mom pick him up to go to the HOSPITAL!

i knew nothing about this until 6:30 but they took his blood and made him take a drug test and a Cat Scan

i was like omg .. b.c he o.d on some pills and really didn't mean to .. but he don't member a lot from yesterday

he said but he does remember being in the car and he said that he missed me more then ever that whole day

and it made me cry b.c i wanted to keep him from all the bad things but i just couldn't and that hurt me

i wanted to be with him but had no way and he almost cried and he said he never really crys unless it

was something big .. but we wanted to see each other and couldn't and it was bad .. but i g2g I'll tell you

more if i find out anything new .. peace -Hanna Brooke

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Currently Listening I Miss You, Pt. 2 By blink-182 see related

TWO ENTRYS IN ONE DAY .... im good .. jk lol

i just want Nick to hold me right now ..b.c i love him and miss him and he makes everything better .. but

when i need him .. he cant hold me =(

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